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New York city
The tree was still on his old place, the restaurant we used to go to was still open and the parking lot where I helped Avril out on day was still there. Avril told me before she left me that she would be in New York. She sold her house before we moved in together. So I had no idea where to find her. Steve and Cone wanted to come with me. But I left them in LA. I needed to do this on my own. She needed to tell me the true. All I wanted to know if she doesn’t love me anymore. If she can say it in my face. Then I know I can move on with my life. She never told me she didn’t loved me anymore. All she said was ‘I think I need some time off. Just to get myself back together after all that happened.’’ I knew there was a chance that she had found someone else. I just didn’t want to think about that. My eyes went over amazing Central Park. I knew that if I had luck I could find her here. But there where so many people. I walked to the old tree where Avril and I used to sit and I made myself comfortable on the grass. There had been so many hours we spent sitting there and just watch the world passing buy. Dreaming and talking about what our kids would look like and about our wedding day. But non of these things had ever became true. My eyes closed while I slowly felt my brains where getting turned off. After being half a sleep half listening to the kids playing just a few meters a way from me, I felt a warm hand touching mine. It was a woman’s hand, I knew for sure. My heart started to beat faster. While my body was still acting like I was sleeping. I did want to open my eyes. I was only afraid that I would scare the woman away. And since this was Avril and mine tree……………….
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