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Everybody on Bandaids knows me. I talk to everybody. They all seem to like me pretty well. But I'm gay, and only two people on here know. They don't know the extent of it. I also believe that the devil has taken over me, no matter how hard I try not to believe it. I think about how I should just kill myself, because It's better to die than to fuck up my life everyday by being gay. I've known I was gay since I was little. I don't know how to control it. I try so hard, but I just can't. I'd be too afraid to kill myself, but I'm afraid that one day I just will kill myself. I'm not going to live past 30.
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