lolz. i was thinking of posting this in my normal account, but naay. no one likes me anyway. but whatever, this iss too poetic and embarrassing. i need to get it out though.
anyway, i was listening to this song, and i was thinking about
how i felt as if the world had someone to lean on.
like besides me. yeah i have lots of friends, but its more
complicated than that. they have a friend to lean on,
and they don't need anything else. because they don't know
how romantic love feels like. how addicting it is. i don't either, but i
have a clue. a rough idea. that's what's addicting
and that is why i feel so lonely. love is beautiful,
but i regret knowing about it so early because now i can't
even think about another strong feeling. its frustrating,
and it's probably gonna cause me to want to speed things up and
live life too fast. i wont be happy till i find the right person, and
i don't want to find someone until i am in a comfortable point in my
life. financially and everything.
so yeah. rant ovaah.
and dont try to figure out who i am, cause you dont have a clue who i am. all right?
but if you do have an idea pm me in my normal accoutn and we'll see... 