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Some people here knowing it (well I don't believe they know that I would be really able to kill myself) but nothing works to make me happy, the thought about what will happen if I would tell scares me like they would sent me to a therapist. And really, I think that would be good. I don't dare to stay alone at night because I just might try something. I hate school so much everybody likes each other but not me. I am just so frustrated so one seems to care about what I feel. I tried to explain it to someone but she just said that all teenagers feel like that on some moments wtf I didn't even want to tell her anymore. I don't have friends because we moved to a different place, I am not good at making friends. Every body on bandaids seems to like me but it doesn't matter to me because I feel bad anyway
yes, today I feel worse then normal and if you think you know who I am you can sent me a pm on my normal username
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