[Morenor]

" Deryck " I heard Avril say as I looked at my best friend and my co-partner laying on the floor dead.
" What ?" I asked looking up at her.
" Thank you for savin me " She said standing beside me as I looked back down at Tom.
" You're welcome " I said looking at him as the boss and three other police officers came inside.
" Whibley " My boss said looking at us.
" Boss..." I said turnig around looking at him with tears in my eyes.
" You're hurt, get in the ambulence so they can close it " He said walking closer to us slowly.
" No, sir " I said looking back at Tom with tears in my eyes.
" Whibley, get in the ambulence now !!" He said as I knew I couldn't do anything but do as he said. I walked outside quietly and in my own world, I didn't want to see anybody, meet anybody or talk to anybody. I wasn't going to the ambulence, I didn't care. As I walked pass the ambulence I felt someone grab my hand, for a moment I thought it was Tom, at least my mind wanted it to be Tom, but as I turned it wasn't him, just a silly paramedic.

" You are hurt, I think you should come inside and we will treat the injury " He said pulling my arm.
" Ok then " I said drying few tears on my cheek as I sat down in the ambulence.
" Have you seen officer Whibley somewhere " I heard Avril ask outside the ambulence.
" I'm in here Av " I said looking straight forward like there was nothing in front of me, nothing I looked forward to, nothing.
" Deryck, I'm so sorry for what happened to your friend " She said coming into the ambulence.
" Why do you care, its not like its your fault " I said walking out of the ambulence as they finished. I regetted saying that.
" I do care Deryck " She said following me around the area.
" Well good to know " I said turning around quickly.
" And its not like its my fault " She said with a sad face.
" I know its not your fault " I said turning around and walked towards the car.
" Deryck !!" I heard Avril say behind me but I acted like I didn't hear her.
" Deryck !!" I heard her say before I shutted the car door. I had lost my co workers before but it was so hard to lose him, it remembered me of what had happened 5 years ago, before I was a cop. Something that I had never thought about since it happened just because it brought me to much hurt and sorrow that I couldn't think about it, not even a little bit.


~~ Blow it away, Blow it away
Can we make this something goooood
Well I tried to do it right this time around
Let’s start oveeerr
I tried to do it right this time around
Its not oveeerr
There’s a part of me that’s dead and in the ground
This love is killing me, but you’re the only one
Its not overrr ~~

~~ I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along ~~