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Sorry it took so long to respond, I had a lot going on. But here goes...
Things with la chica appear to be headed downhill FAST.
Where to start? Well basically... I called her Thursday night, and never heard back. Yesterday I came home for the weekend. I told her I would be coming back a week ago, so that way we could hang out, b/c it seemed like we both wanted to. Called her like 5 times last night, but she didn't answer. Finally talked to her late last night, and she said she had been cleaning out her car, which I do believe. Then today I went to see my grandfather, who's not doing too well, and told chica I'd call her when I got home so we could hang out.
Got home around 5, called her, and she was hanging out with other friends and already drunk. Then she yells at me for talking when she was trying to talk with the friends she's with, when I had no idea whether she was talking to me or her.

Ended up saying screw it and going out with a friend from high school. She calls me while I'm out with him, and asks Where I am, so I tell her. Instead of saying something like "That's good!" she says "Why aren't you home?" After thinking about that, I called her back and asked if she wanted me to be home, meaning that I would go home if she was going to come over, and she yells at me again, this time for "always doing what she says."
I am seriously SICK of the way she's treating me. She acts like she can do whatever she wants, but I'm not allowed to do anything without her knowing. And this is all while we're JUST friends.

All I know is that I'm over her, as far as a real relationship goes.

Still, I wanna be friends with her, but I'm scared that's not gonna happen, either, and I dunno how I'm gonna react to that. I mean, I was pretty much sprung on her just a few days ago, so this is a huge turnaround from that.


But now I'm thinking maybe I'm NOT over her, b/c she just called me at 2:30 in the freaking morning! We talked for like 4 minutes, and then another 10 minutes just now, before she went to bed. And well, if somebody calls you that late, they obviously care, right??!!!! Plus she seemed upset at me for telling her off in a comment I left her on myspace, so obviously she cares. She also said, "You seem different. I don't like it." But then when I asked why, she couldn't answer, but I think I've figured it out. I think that, with what I said in my comment, it seemed like I didn't like her anymore, which I honestly thought maybe I didn't, when in all honesty, I do still like her!
So I dunno what to do. I guess I am going to try to repair things and get back to where we were the other night!