[shewillfall]

So ........ i may be meeting avril as I have said before.... its still up in the air........but im really really nervous. I am very shy and last time i sort of met her i couldnt say a word.... what i want to know is if anyone has any suggestions of things that maybe i should do so that i dont freak out and look at the ground the whole time???? I was thinking about having a couple drinks first to calm my nerves but then im like well i dont want to forget it either...... i dont know what to do .... im thinking about writing a letter first and giving that to her incase i am too shy to talk lol... also i have so much i want to tell her and not sure how much time i will have...if any lol....... please let me know suggestions