[bunny]

Just like yesterday I will post an other update today only if I get enough comments

The steps came closer and closer. It felt like he/ she was going to the bath room. I was still standing in the bath room like a statue with my hands at my feet. But it didn’t matter. I just really had no idea what to do. Shall I lock the door? Pull on my clothes? Whatever I would chose to do. He or she would find out there was someone here. But on the other hand, he or she was coming to the bath room, so will find out anyway. I hadn’t much time to break my brains on it. Because as I looked at the door it slowly got open. I stood straight up with the towel on the floor when the person stepped in.

‘’Avril?’’ She looked up and saw me. This was the moment were I had waited for about five years. This was the moment I would run over to her, hug her kiss her and tell her how much I love her. That I regret all the mistakes that I am sorry for hurting her. But somehow it was different then I thought it would be. She didn’t smile, nor laughed. She just stood there. Rather shocked then happy…..or maybe that was because I wasn’t wearing any clothes. She was still standing in the door opening, since I knew her way of thinking she just wanted to run away. But with just my face I begged her to stay.

‘’Avril, please say something..’’ But she didn’t. She didn’t looked happy at all. She just wanted to cry, run away and leave me here. I slowly walked closer to her that close that there was only two feet in between us. I slowly reached my hand to her hoping she would take it. But she didn’t move. She just stood there looking at me black un knowing what she should do. This wasn’t anything I had hoped for that would happen. As I touched with my fingers her cheeks a tear run down her face. It was hard for me not to burst down in tears. Yelling at her that she should hug me, that I had waited for this moment five years. I had no idea were this would bring us. Maybe she just had to get used to this and was it one big surprise for her. Or maybe she just wished I’d never showed up.