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i really need to calm down and stop crying right now...
today my best friend that ive known since i was four told me to
not talk to her anymore or email or anything. she was my only best friend
and one of my only friends since everyone in my town hates me.
it started about a week ago and ive been listening to depressing music
my mom keeps asking whats wrong but i dont want to tell her becuase
she'll just tell me to stop or something. i really dont know what to do
its summer holidays right now so im okay but when school starts i know
for sure im in the same class as her because i requested her to be in my class
back when we were friends. i really dont know if ill be able to handle it or what...

i really needed to get that out... soo yeah