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The doctor approached slowly, as Avril stood up.
“Ma’am you may want to stay seated.”
“I don’t fucking want to be seated!” Avril yelled, shoving the doctor “What the fuck is going on? You won’t let me see him.”
“I’m afraid he lost stability…..” the doctor stopped.
“Lost stability….. but you got him back right?” Avril pleaded.
“I’m afraid we lost him.”
Avril sat in silence, she was so upset she couldn’t even talk to the doctor.
“Ma’am you can see him if you wish, before we take him down.”
“Ok…” she made her way down the white hallway, hearing the machines of the other patients beeping she knew she wouldn’t’ hear any beeping from Jamieson’s room it was too late.
He looks so cold. Sitting on the bed, and this room is freezing.
She walked over to the bed, he sat with his eyes closed and a pale white face.
“Jamieson.” She whispered, hoping that just maybe he would hear her. “I just wish I could have told you how much I love you before you were gone….I’ll tell you now though, I love you more then anything in this world and I’ll never forget you. I’m sorry for everything I said I never meant it you were the one that I always wanted and now you’re gone.” She burst into tears, as her mother walked into the room.
“Avril…baby I think it would be best if we left now.”
“I can’t leave, I left him and before and now this.” Avril cried harder.
“Baby it had nothing to do with you leaving him. This could have happened regardless you can’t blame yourself.”
“He was the one Mom.” Avril stated “He was the one I wanted to be with.”
“I know how much you loved him, and I don’t blame you for being upset…” she was interrupted.
“But you’re making me leave him here, all alone.”
“I just think this isn’t the best place for you to be right now.”
“Where is the best place Mom? The best place I had was being with him at home.”
“I will give you a few more minutes to calm down” Judy walked out of the room.
“Jamieson I guess I’m going home, I’m leaving you here but you’ll always be in my heart.” She kissed his hand, leaving the room in tears.
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