Thanks all
I'm starting to feel a lot better... I know that many other people have had akward moments with Avril.. I know i'm not the only one.. (but this one happened to me

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I've come to realise that always when something this or similar happen to me, i kind of need to loath in it for days and talk about it a lot until i'm ready to put it behind me. If i don't do this, if i don't "complain" it will follow me longer... I guess.. it's just the way i am..
But... i'm going to get over it, i know...
And... i knew it already before the show.. but i do feel like this meeting Avril and seeing her play live, was like a once in a lifetime kind of thing.. Maybe that's why it hurts more? 'cause i already know that i won't be seeing her again... And this isn't a result because of it! I seriously knew this already beforehand. And it's not like i wouldn't listen her music anymore or anything, don't dare to think that! But before i knew that it was once in a lifetime, and enough in a way... So... maybe one day i feel "proud" that i messed up the very organized and routined meeting with her to something totally different...
