Running upon heavens green earth, without course or destination
Through the forest and then the ocean to the shore
A crossroads up ahead, not sure of the right way again
You may laugh, you may cry, but do not dismay, for there is no time

Faster still you must run, past the trees and now through the sun
Listen to your breath come and go in time with the music of your soul
Just try to remember to keep your heart beating and on you go.
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Things have been extra insane at work lately. They're doing a group restructure which sucks. No one knows what's going to happen to them, their jobs will change, they might have to be relocated to one of the other companies in the group which is beyond stupid. There's also a bunch of redundancies as well to boot. My boss is being redundant as well. So I've been pretty worried about it. It's the not knowing that's pissing me off really. They're going to try and "slot people in" to the new...

They tell you to fight, but not too hard
Sometimes there's too much at stake
You're freedom, your hope, your dreams
All up for keeps, better to just take the soul instead

Frustration fuels the anger within
Feel it curse through your veins from your heart
Do you feel dizzy yet from the adrenaline?
Could you control your desire to scream?

When all you have is you
There's not a lot else you can do
Except fight the fight
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So we've had the new girl with us a week or two now ... and she's well and truly marking her territory lol! She's always trying to check up on me and trying to catch me out ... she's even starting to be "helpful" by trying to take some task I get given off me, as if I can't do it for heaven sake. She's so rude and bossy. It's hilarious - she actually tried to boss a guy who's a) old enough to be her father, b) has twice the knowledge and experience than she does and c) over something...

These past few weeks since I got back from my holiday have been manic! We've had a bunch of family staying over and some of them are still here now lol. It's nice though, my brother and his fiancé came over with my niece who was born last November. I got to feed, change and get her off to sleep which was really nice. I'm not really a fan of babies/kids in general - I never know what to do with them lol but I love my nieces a lot of course I have four so far. Am really tired at the moment though,...