Invisibility
Posted 03-06-2009 at 11:34 AM by Pure Intuition
I'm not sure the title will fit what I'm gonna say, but it's what I thought of first.
Ever get that feeling like nothing you do really matters? I get that alot... it's not a great feeling, but sometimes you wish it could happen to you when you need it, but then it doesn't come. Other times, when you want to be noticed it feels like no one takes the time to even look at you. I'm sure they're people here who have felt it before, and some who have no idea what I mean. It's not only the feeling of not being noticed, but of aloneness. Thats another thing you could think I meant. When there's no one who connects with you. Like they talk to you, and they know you're there, but none of them understand who you are, and how you feel. I'm missing that person. I need that person. I don't know if its a him or her, but I know I need to know them. I don't think I know them yet, but I hope I will soon. Someone who just.... gets me, you know? There are people I want to be that person, but here everyone isn't the person you want them to be. I guess it's only good actually.
See, now that title has nothig to do with what I'm talking about, if you just glance at this. But I do think it has something to do with it. I don't think anyone really is visible until they find that person. I guess some can do without, but I don't think I'm one of them.
I guess I'm rambling on and on now......
Sorry for wasting your time!
Ever get that feeling like nothing you do really matters? I get that alot... it's not a great feeling, but sometimes you wish it could happen to you when you need it, but then it doesn't come. Other times, when you want to be noticed it feels like no one takes the time to even look at you. I'm sure they're people here who have felt it before, and some who have no idea what I mean. It's not only the feeling of not being noticed, but of aloneness. Thats another thing you could think I meant. When there's no one who connects with you. Like they talk to you, and they know you're there, but none of them understand who you are, and how you feel. I'm missing that person. I need that person. I don't know if its a him or her, but I know I need to know them. I don't think I know them yet, but I hope I will soon. Someone who just.... gets me, you know? There are people I want to be that person, but here everyone isn't the person you want them to be. I guess it's only good actually.
See, now that title has nothig to do with what I'm talking about, if you just glance at this. But I do think it has something to do with it. I don't think anyone really is visible until they find that person. I guess some can do without, but I don't think I'm one of them.
I guess I'm rambling on and on now......
Sorry for wasting your time!
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I feel like this all the time
Posted 03-06-2009 at 11:50 PM by Annie Was Here
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I knew I wasn't alone.....
thanks for reading it.Posted 03-07-2009 at 03:52 AM by Pure Intuition
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U didn't waste my time. I liked your post. I totally know what you mean. I've never had a group or even a best friend. I know it's cheesy but music makes me feel lots better. Sometimes you have a great group of friends and you have to dump all of them because of something one person does. U have to start over again in life sometimes and give people a chance that you wouldn't normally. It's easy to feel alone when there's no one to relate to. That's what art is for and art is watered down for public consumption. If you're a girl like me, my life was totally saved by singers/bands like Ani Difranco, Sleater-Kinney and Bikini Kill. If not for them, I would have felt entirely alone. And essentially these are people that i didn't even know personally. People change and so do their situations. I hope it makes you feel better to know I know exactly how you feel.Posted 04-29-2009 at 10:00 PM by Val3
