Never forget

[Beautiful Tragedy]

i actually have one :| its sexy lol and i got high heels and stuff too

[Beautiful Tragedy]

When Deryck and Avril arrived at the small resturant called the sea shell crousant they got a table by window since it was the only space left. Besides, it wasn't like people were going to notice them. In the medias eyes they split a long time ago.
"How've you been?" Deryck asked breaking the akward silence they had shared mere seconds ago.
"Honestly? I've felt like shit, happy?" Avril hissed.

Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time -- are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day -- stuck in the shadow of my mistakes -- yeah


"No of course i'm not happy, I miss you Avril, I still love you, when can you get that through your head?"
"Oh, I'm so sorry Deryck I didn't know we hit the people we loved" Avril said in a sarcastic sympathic voive.
"I've had anger management treatment, i've changed" Deryck assured her.

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have -- what's left of me.


Avril looked into his eyes and senced no anger whatsoever. But she refused to give inot him that easily. Not only was she dating Ben but he had also advised her to stay away from him.
But was he only doing it to get her? Avril was so confused and unfocused she started hyperventilating breathing so fast no air was getting to her body at all.
"Av?" Deryck yelled.
He got over to the other side of the table and gently rubbed her back to calm her down "Relax, it's okay" he assured her haolding her in his arms.
Avril slowly calmed down having a tight grip on Derycks shoulder blades.

"are you relaxed?" he asked noticing her grip losene a little.
"ye-yeah I think so" she said pulling away from him.
"what happened?" he asked sitting back down on his side.
"I just realised something" she said in deep voice. She was furious. She felt like suing him. He probably mindtricked her to be with him!

I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

nick lachey - whats left of me

[Aisling Crowe]

Great Update.Good Use Of Nick Lachey's Song Aswell!!

[avandspfan]

Loved the update!!!

[Phili]

That's right, Avril!!! You figured it out!!! Now give Deryck a huge hug and say you never want to leave him again. Then kick Ben's ass.

[panic]

haha i agree with green41^^ hehe

great update!!!!

[ginger]

Great update, Ally! I love it.

[Beautiful Tragedy]

hehe np .. am i the only ben liker here ? hehe

[ktg205]

^^ i like ben too. but i still havent decided if he intentionally told av to stay away from deryck so he could have her or not. regardless, i like ben too