Nobody's Normal

[misstypea]

and then we wait...

[Morenor]

-- Later that day --

After work I went home, not to the hospital like I thought I would, I went home. I knew I had to tell Avril about my past eventually, and I had tried my hardest to erase that past I had, my childhood. I hadn't told anyone about it, not even to Aimee. I hadn't told a sole about it. Because I was too afraid that people would hate me of what I had done.

I walked inside and threw my keys away on the table before I leaned across the sofa side and ran myself down on the floor. I knew I had to tell Avril about it eventually, but I was too scared to. I was too scared to do anything lately that involved Avril. Why was I such a chicken when it came to Avril? I was too scared to tell her how I felt about her, and I was too scared to tell her about my past.

But I knew I had to tell her about it, why not tonight?

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
You, you got me.
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
Come and take a look inside.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I'm back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.

I knew now what I had to do, go to the hospital and tell her everything. Everything!!

I stood up, grabbed my keys and ran outside, towards my car and drove as fast as I could towards the hospital.

-- Few minutes later --

I walked quickly inside the hospital and walked straight to Avril's room, I remembered exactly where it was. Some nurses tried to stop me, probably saying the visiting hours were over, but I didn't hear them, and just walked pass them towards her room.

I reached her door and walked inside. I saw the nurse giving her a shot, right in her arm. It made me sick to my stomach seeing her sticking a neadle in her arm, and pulling out blood. I had been afraid of neadles since I was a kid, and afraid of seeing my own blood.

She didn‘t notice me at first, but as the nurse was pulling out the neadle she spotted me, smiling but still had a sad look in her look. The nurse soon spotted me aswell and before I could even take my eyes off what she was doing to Avril, which was making me sick, I saw her leaving the room, and making me be alone with Avril.

Avril knew what we were going to talk about, our past. But first she had to ask one thing.

- Why did leave so sudden this morning?
I knew she would ask me this.
- I was afraid Avril. Afraid of telling you my past.
Her look showed me that she knew it, how could she know that my past was so horrendous.
- Then tell me, I want to hear it.
I sat down on a chair beside her bed and looked down.
- You go first.
I looked up and saw she nodded. It was like she knew she had to tell her story first, it was like she knew my past was horrible.

- Well... I grew up in a rich family, with parents that restrained their feelings, and didn't really show their emotions. My dad cheated on my mum, and she kept going, she didn't even divorce him. She just restrained her emotions inside. I even think she is still with him, or at least when I ran away.
I knew she ran away, but I didn't know anything about her family.
- And then, when I was 15, my mum gave birth to my little sister. And it was like I never excisted. They only cared about her, and when my grades started slipping, and I started to behave badly, they just ignored me. That made me hang with guys from the neigbourhood, that all behaved badly, and got me on drugs.
She interladed her fingers together and looked at me. That was her story, I didn't even think it was that bad. But it was nothing compared to mine.

- So thats my past. How about yours?
I looked down and saw my feets shaking. I wasn't ready to tell her, but I was going to tell her, no matter what.
- It can't be worse than mine.
I looked at her, she had no idea how it was.
- Not if you killed your own brother.

'Cause I'm quilty

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Since its so long, I want comments, and maybe I can update tomorrow, because I wont take a test until friday...

[misstypea]

He killled his brother???????????
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Why? It was an accident, wasn't it?

And poor Avril, her past was so bad either...

Try to update tomorrow, please!

[angie17]

omg, why did he do that?

[Morenor]

I need comments people so I can update today...

[manda20]

update i wannna know the past arugh soo can not wait

[avrilrocks4lyf]

i am quiet speechless at this moment..................... but he killed his brother ok there is deffenantly more to this

[Morenor]

OK I got enough comments, so now I will update.. but it might take some time, because I'm doing like everything atm lol..