What if the Rumor Becomes True?

[avrilrocks4lyf]

wow avril wake up, WAKE UP!!!!!!

[Havril!]

amazing update- you are truelly a fantastcic writer

[Miss Type A]

either that or deryck should give her a fairytale kiss...

Then Deryck goes and gives Avril the true love kiss and she wakes up.
LOL

I think maybe I can update again today.
MAYBE.

[Morenor]

Originally Posted by misstypea

Then Deryck goes and gives Avril the true love kiss and she wakes up.
LOL

Yeah!! Like Snow White

[Miss Type A]

As I am such a nice person and I didn't updated yesterday, I'm going to update again.

Deryck’s POV

When I put my first step out of the hospital, I’m blind by innumerous flashbulbs.

“Deryck, do you think your wife is going to survive?”
“How do you feel at this moment, knowing you might lose your wife and your baby?
“Were you the one driving the car?”
“Do you feel responsible for the accident?”

No. NO. I can’t believe it! What the hell is going on here?

There are more than fifty paparazzi and reporters outside the hospital door. How did they know everything so fast? We are in Lithuania, I would never thought it would have so many paparazzi here. In front of the hospital. A HOSPITAL.

The flashbulbs and the questions starts to drive me crazy, all I want to do is go to the hotel and try to forget about everything, at least for a moment and as soon as I left the hospital I have this.

Don’t they have any respect? Can’t they imagine how bad I’m feeling?

“Do you think she will be able to sing again if she wakes up?”
“What are you going to do if she stays months in coma?”
“Are you going to raise the child alone?”
“Is it a boy or a girl?”

I don’t know what to do anymore… I’m about to explode.

“FUCK OFF!” That’s the only thing I can say and then I pick the first cab I see and runaway from them.

I can’t take the tears when I enter the cab. All I do these days is cry. My life was perfect four days ago and now I don’t even know what is going to happen in the next hour. I think I’ve never felt so bad in my life.
When I enter the hotel I see a lot of magazines covers with pictures of Avril and me on the newsstand.

“Deryck’s Pain.”
“Will she survive?”

Live this situation, having your pregnant wife in coma, is horrible. Live this situation with the entire world wanting to know how you feeling and making questions is even worse.

I run directly to my room before I see something more and go to the bathroom. I look at my image in the mirror. I’m pale and I have big shadows under my eyes. I wash my face in the sink and go to the shower.

I didn’t know how tired I was till the moment I lay on my bed. I don’t take five minutes till I fall asleep.


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Comment Please!

[Suzee]

wake her up!!!!!
This update was awesome. need more

[Morenor]

stupid paparazzi's...