A long way to go [part 3]

[Morenor]

^ hey, you can't ground me for two things

[angie17]

don`t leave us hangin!

[bunny]

^^why not?

[bunny]

‘’It’s just…..’’ More didn’t came out. She burst down in tears and covered her face against my chest.

‘’It’s okay. Baby it’s okay.’’ I stroke her softly over her back, dried her tears with my fingers and smiled at her. She bend over and kissed me on the lips, just short little kiss. When I looked at her I saw tears stream down her face, without any sound they just ran down her face. ‘’It’s all so messed up…’’ Now she burst down into crying.

‘’It’s okay.’’ I tried to calm her down with hugging and whispering sweet words in her ear. But it didn’t matter. She just stood there crying.

‘’Please tell me, we will fix whatever happened.’’

‘’How can we fix it, it’s all broken.’’

‘’Just tell me, baby please tell me.’’

‘’Remember Lucca?’’

‘’Yes.’’

‘’He is our child.’’

That amazing little boy was my son………………………..? I starred at her like a complete fool.

‘’But baby, that’s great.’’ A huge smile came a cross my face. But she couldn’t look more sad.

‘’How old his he, why didn’t you told me…What in the world happened, I am so confused please tell me more.’’ I was getting more and more hyper. This was amazing and weird at the same time. Well actually I had no idea what to feel.

‘’does he know I’m his dad? What kind of food does he like? Does he like music? Does he like football? When can I go and see him? Does he……’’

‘’DERYCK SHUT UP!’’ She yelled at me

‘’We can’t go to freaking LA because that Petra is taking care of our child. Petra is about to adopt our baby and we can’t do anything about it. They are taking away our baby Deryck. Only because they call me ‘’crazy’’ and because you spent time in jail. And you know what, they will succeed. Petra supposed to be my friend. But what I didn’t realize is that she is from the damn child service. She had been checking on me all the time. Since the day I got in that hospital, since the day that Lucca got born. Since the day I got friends with her. But I didn’t knew it! I told her so much Deryck. And you know I am no good. But I love Lucca, I would never hurt him. But they don’t listen. I tried everything, everything to get him back, but they do everything to make me look bad, to make me look crazy. They know I had hurt myself before when I was pregnant. They think I am a danger of my own child. My won child, how could I hurt my won child.’’

She burst down in tears looking down away from me since she was afraid to see my reaction. Totally lost, totally messed up she stood in front of me. I saw her legs getting weak, her hands covering her face as she felt down through her legs. On the ground she cried, cried like there was no tomorrow. I kneeled and put my arms around her. For the first time I didn’t told her it would be all right, that it was going to be fine. Tears stream down my face.

‘’They are taking away our baby Deryck.’’ She said while she looked at me. I put her head in my hands.

‘’I know….’’ I stroke her hair away which got glued on her face by the tears.

‘’They will take care that we will never see him again.’’ She said. I pushed her face against mine.

‘’Please kiss me Avril.’’ I said between my tears. Her lips touched mine while I kissed her in return. For a second time this night we kissed, kissed while tears streamed down our face. But this time was different, this time all we know was broken, broken and un able to get fixed.

[angie17]

[pigster]

aww thats horrible!

[Miss Type A]

I knew it!

Oh God... of course it's able to fix... they can't take their kid away...
Ok... she had problems and cutted herself and he was a drug addict... but now they are fine...
Don't make that damn Petra take their kid..

Make at least one happy ending story!

[avrilrocks4lyf]

omg i knew it....... but i didnt know petra was from child services but all i can say is.... Awesome update