A long way to go [part 3]

[bunny]

No Ele I still don't think the four line thing is perfect but I am tired of writting them and this was the best one I could get

and really I have to stop writting these long updates

if I don't pass my exam tomorrow I'll blame it on you guys

The hole day went a little crazy. Avril had left the house when I had got upstairs and after that I hadn’t seen her any more. ‘She needed a little moment to think about what happened.’ Petra told me. But I knew what would happen. Avril would get all her power together and break me down. But I knew I couldn’t blame her. I had hurt her, while I always told her I would be there for her. We have had more fights. But this was way different. This time I had been really wrong, while all I wanted was to talk to her. Tell her that I loved her. But I would probably never get the chance. Jim had to go back to his own house this afternoon. Which made me left behind, laying in my bed staring at the ceiling. Of course he told me to stay in contact. Since he really wanted to know what would happen next. I had been crying all day now. Even when Petra was around, I find it strange that Petra just let Avril leave the house. After all she had been trough. If she was a real friend she would have told her to stay and sent me away. All this was strange, somehow nothing in this house felt right to me. Even Lucca gave me some weird thoughts, never I had heard him saying ‘’mommy’’ to Petra. But I knew I wasn’t the one who should comment on that.

When I finally fall a sleep I got waken. To me it was unknown why I had waken up. So I just turned and closed my eyes. It must be a cat outside or something. But then I just felt someone was in my room. With my eyes still closed I tried to find out who it could be. Then I felt that she sat down next to me on the bed. Of course I had to turn now. I had a hope on who it could be. When I opened my eyes and looked at her, my biggest wish came true. Avril sat next to me on the bed. With only wearing underwear and a little shirt. She pushed away the sheet on the bed and put her legs underneath it. I could feel her legs touch mine. Some how it was the best feeling in the world. Maybe it was weird maybe it was wrong. But my body had to deal with feelings I didn’t want to. In one way I felt my hormones going through my body, but also pure happiness.

‘’Avril, I wasn’t meant to hurt you.’’

‘’I know, you just wanted to talk to me.’’

This was the first time since five full years, that she really talked to me. She didn’t yelled like I thought she would. She didn’t hit me or looked at me with angry eyes. She just sat there.

‘’Avril, I want you to say…’’

Before I could finish my line she put her fingers on my lips to make me stop. This felt so special to me, waiting for the un known, with the one I loved for so long. I hoped I really hoped that this would turn out good. She looked friendly at me, like she wanted to say ‘it’s oke’. Then I sat straight up in bed. Feeling my legs touch hers. I wasn’t wearing a shirt, which was noticed by Avril since she starred at my chest. We just sat there, with just less then one feet between us, like the fight off this morning didn’t matter. Then she reached out to my chest and touched it with her hand. Stroke over my left side were my heart was. She just let her hand rest on it, while she closed her eyes and came closer to me. My heart started to beat faster and faster. She slow put her head against my chest and let it rest on it. With my hands I stroke her back, hair and touched her face. With two hands I took her face, each on a side of it. Even when it was dark even when I could hardly see anything. I could see her perfect face, her perfect eyes, her perfect smile. She put her head closer to mine, while I did the same. This moment was perfect, it was amazing. I could feel her breathing, could feel her heart beating almost as fast as mine. My blood rushed like crazy through my body. Then it finally happened, the moment I had waited for five years. Like it was in slow-motion. My lips touched hers while she kissed me and I kissed her back. Our bodies were close to each other while she still had one hand on my back, and one on my heart. Never I wanted to let go of this kiss, it was so gentle so sweet and right. While all of what happened this morning was so wrong. Then she backed off and looked at me.

‘’I love you Deryck.’’

‘’I love you to.’’ I said back while giving her a little kiss on her lips. Her hand was still on my heart. As a symbol I put my hand on her heart.

Our broken hearts will beat together

It will fit and last forever

Never it will be a part

The love stuck in side our heart

[avrilrocks4lyf]

omg that was just.... wow.... soooo cute it almost made me cry it was beautiful. oh yeah im missing something hmmm... AWWWWWWWWWWWWW

[Miss Type A]

Perfect!!!

It was sooooooooo cute!

I'm so happy that she came back and they made things up.
I can't wait to the part she is going to tell him what happened when he was away.

Keep it up, Bunny! It's really fantastic!

[bunny]

aww thanks guys

well if I get a low mark on my test tomorrow at least it was worth it

aww I love you guys

[Seyary_Minamoto]

Woah... that WAS indeed nice!!! Bunny, you rock!!!!!!! You made my wish in this story come true!!!!! xDxD

[Morenor]

These last updates were amazing, like always

[pigster]

That was just AMAZING!!! Great great update! I really needed that tonight!