gah i know what you mean! when i was little kid...i had long hair...long as yours if not maybe a little longer...i loved it! and then one day in 6th grade i decided i wanted short hair..so..i stood in front a mirror and started cutting it myself...haha it was mess so mom finally took to a hairdresser to get it fix and pretty much since then i've kept my hair short...even though i'd love it to be long again like before....but anytime that i happens i do something crazy and get it short. I had just finally got my hair down little past my boobs and no sooner i went and got bout 4 inches chopped off and now its up to my shoulders again...