The Don't Let Me Get Me Support Group

[:.britt.:]

This is a place to calm down, talk, and hopefully feel better at the end of the night,after seeking some helpful advice.

Suicide has become increasingly terrible over the years.
Some have found ways to tone it down, but others..sometimes they sink ever further down into they're sadness and problems.
This thread was started and inspired by another Offtopic thread on Save1800Suicide.

Now this thread is a suicide/depression Support Group where you can ALWAYS feel free to post here.
this is NOT a place where you can post such questions like"how do we kill ourself?" or where we give anyone ideas on how to..This is to help you over-come your problem[s].
Please, Please Don't hesitate to post your feelings if your having these problems, it will only in time make things worse.
Suicide was once one of the biggest causes of death,especially in North America. Hopefully this thread will help somebody, or many out.

Right off the band; Bandaiders who are expierenced with this problem,and/or good with helping here are the members;[who are 100% postive they want to and can help]
THis is for PM purposes, or you may adress us here[again,i will be adding more usernames if anybody is willing and can help]

Wontgivein
XxxBrokenxXxSoulxxX
Sterock85

Cutting,drug taking,excessive alcoholic drinking,drug overdosing,etc is very, very bad for you, and such actions could take place if you don't talk about your feelings now.
All starting with Stress/frustrations, then to Depression, then you start to think about doing harmful things to your own mind and body,with result in physical Suicidal possabilites.

So therefore, if you have such tendencies, or ARE in fact doing that in your life today, please it is very important for your wellbeing to post here.
Again, this is a support group for the Recovering Suicidle/Cutters,etc, and the current.

People whom over-come this such problem, feel free to post stories of your past, especially if you feel it would help somebody.

I know I am NOT a mod or admin[so who is and sees this thread,please dont think im trying to control the boards,pleeease],but Im asking you, to please,if you are not depressed,suicidal or have such problems, and only want to say mean or hurtful things,please ignore this thread,as for it could really hurt somebody's feelings,and it could be just out right rude. You may also make things worse to the person feeling that way. hearing such negative things about them,half of them probably feel this way because of the negative comments.
If anybody actually has good advice,please PM me and i will put your username in this FIRST post[just so just in case if the person in this thread has something very personal to say,and they feel they just want one person to know,they may choose a person to PM, I being one of them and having gone through this,and still am.

Remember; Please dont avoid this thread if you've ever been feelings these emotions,its not just for people who are going through it,its for people who've over come it,and think they may start to physically hurt themselves.

[I know it's not tht great of any open, but I made it my best. Firstly, Thanx to rockchickfan for the idea of this topic to be made, and secondlyThanx to thnksfrthSTDbtch for the opening ideas that i tried to word my own and add with my own thoughts]

I'm a recovering cutter, myself and still think terrible thoughts on myself.
I'm very stable to help others,as for I've done it.
I've lost quite a few people close to me from suicide,and I'd hate to see your loved ones in the pain after finding out you've slipped from life's grasp. And I'd hate to even think anyone here,or in the world could be struggling with such emotions.

They're will probably be up soon various sites or numbers you can call for excessive support and opinions on this matter.

[XxxBrokenxXxSoulxxX]

Hi everyone! I'm XxxBrokenxXxSoulxxX a.k.a.Rylee. I'm one of the"professionals" on this support group, and I'm willing to help anyone who want's it. I've been through sexual abuse twice, I used to cut myself and still hold back urges not to, I was a pill-popper and would overdose, even though I knew that it wouldn't kill me. I once took fifteen pills in less than 24 hours, and I tried to kill myself more than once. I know what it feels like when you're alone in the world, and you can barely hang on. I have helped friends through sexual abuse, cutting, pill-popping, eating disorers, drugs, alcohol, depression, abusive parents, and that is a bigger role than it sounds like. I know that I'm not perfect, and that I'm insecure and self-consious, but I still beat all of my troubles and I know that you can too. You just need a good friend that you can trust. I'm crazy, wild, sarcastic, funny, random, deep, and a lot more. If you want to pm me for help, feel free. I use invisble mode, so I might be on when it says I'm off. If you have anymore questions about me, post them on this thread, or pm me. I'm always open to help, and remember:Life is too short to hold back. Live in the moment and don't think about the consequnces, or you'll never really get to live life to it's fullest. One of my many philosifies. By the way, I can't spell.

[:.britt.:]

Ok, now i guess i can descriptivley speak about me.
I wasnt going to in this first post,as for i wanted it to be about you guys.

im britt; and one of the people you can PM,or directly speak to here in this thread about any issues you may have.

A little on my background;
-i used to be a cutter
-i used to take drugs,or anything that'd give me a high effect
-used to drink a lot[now i only drink with my dad or close friends,but not like i used to].
-tried killing myself quite a few times
-almost been raped

I haven't cut myself since this past Thanksgiving in November.
I quit smoking last summer.
I've thought about cutting again, but i've fought my own pure pain.
I've been to the hospital,and expelled from school until they sent my school a note stating i was "well" enough to go back and complete it.
i've also lost a number of friends to suicide, who are now past away, so i know how it feels to not only be the one in need of help, but to know how it feels losing someone you couldnt help in time..
the feeling of being the one in need of help,and the one expieriencing what its like to lose someone you love from the exact thing you're suffering from..

We felt it was only right for you guys to know a little about us so you feel like your less alone.
Anybody who wants to talk,feel free to.

[rockchickfan]

hay if u need me i will help if i can feel free to pm me or talk on hear. i also think wen it comes to suiside its not jsut the person doing it that need the help, even if u kno someone who has done it or is thinking about doing it u can also ask hear, if u need advise about talking to them n stuf. emmm the others told u about there background when it comes to this so i guess i should share to.

im the kind of person that stresses n obsesses over every tiny little detail and when i get to stressed i cut. i dont kno why i do it but i always have.
i also went thro a rly bad patch about a year ago n i tried to kill myself a few times but i think im over that now
my twin brother killed himself.

[hithereimvoldemort]

^Maybe we should give her credit for coming up with it?

[Sterock85]

Im currently studying to be a counsellor for depression.....

I have also suffered from depression for the last two years and Anxiety dissorder for as long as i can remember. Ill add some more when i can think more

I also suffer from body dismrphia which effects the way i look at myself...i find it extremely hard to go out especialy crowded places as i feel people are luaghing at me...in fact im pretty certain they are but everyoneelse says otherwise so ill try and believe them. My current state is that i would rather just fade away or hide away as it seems so much easier than facing the world outside...but im on tablets to help me..as i dont want my career to suffer as im training to be a counsellor to help others.

Id realy like to help out with this

[Hunter]

What a great thread to make.... it's sad to hear about people who cut, try to commit suicide etc. I have a friend who doesnt go to my school anymore, so I don't usually see her, she was more of just a school friend last year and she used to cut her self. She stopped thank goodness, but now she smokes to help ease the pain. She is only 14 or 15, and I really want her to stop. She goes to a Phyciatrist person who helps her with her problems... she doesnt cut anymore but instead she puts a rubber band on her wrist and pulls it up and lets it go on her skin to also help ease the pain... It really sucks.... and I hope she can recover from smoking and doesnt feel the need to rubberband slap or smoke... and I hope she never cuts again. She was inappropriatly touched with out agreeance by a guy at her old school. Who knows what else happened.. I hope she fully recovers. She has a nice personality, and I can make her laugh which is good.... so I see progression and I'm loving it.

[hithereimvoldemort]

Originally Posted by Sterock85

Im currently studying to be a counsellor for depression.....

I have also suffered from depression for the last two years and Anxiety dissorder for as long as i can remember. Ill add some more when i can think more

I also suffer from body dismrphia which effects the way i look at myself...i find it extremely hard to go out especialy crowded places as i feel people are luaghing at me...in fact im pretty certain they are but everyoneelse says otherwise so ill try and believe them. My current state is that i would rather just fade away or hide away as it seems so much easier than facing the world outside...but im on tablets to help me..as i dont want my career to suffer as im training to be a counsellor to help others.

Id realy like to help out with this

I'm like that. I'm actually pretty sure i've got that. I always feel like people are staring at me and laughing at me. It's awful. This year i pretty much stopped talking at school. I want them to forget about me. I hate it though. I hate not talking. It sucks.