A long way to go [part 2]

[pigster]

YAY!!!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!

[Morenor]

Seyary she will never know, what she doesn't know wont hurt her

[Seyary_Minamoto]

Exactly... cuz if she finds out, it'll hurt us, the readers... So it's way better she stays under darkness about that particular comment

[Morenor]

Aha, I'll never tell her, I'm zipping the lip...

[bunny]

We had not left each other side since the moment we had found each other. Which meant we where un separated for the past 50 hours. It was so damn good. Everything I felt a year ago came back to me. But most important was that I could hold her again. Hold her so close to me that her love came back in my heart. There was only one thing, on question that still needed to be answered. I didn’t dare to put it down. Because I knew it would ruin the moment. I still loved her, I loved her with all my heart and even more then that. But did she feel the same? She left me because she wanted to get her live back together. But is it true? Or did she knew deep in her heart that her love for me was over. If she walked into the wedding room one minute later, I would have been married with someone else. How much would she hate me for that? She said she didn’t care. But how can someone not care about that. Deep in your heart you’ll see something broken, broken because I almost married someone else. I looked at Avril who was laying on my chest, while watching TV. I came here, because I wanted to know something. I had found her, but that was just a part of where I came for. I took her by her shoulder and moved myself so I was sitting, while she had no other choice then sit up straight. ‘’Avril, please tell me the true, do you still love me?’’

[pigster]

awwwww!!!!!!!!!!!

[Seyary_Minamoto]

Ehm, you said true, it should have been truth, hehe... awesome upadte, and if she says no, she's DEAD!

[Morenor]

I never thought I would even say this but Avril is so dead if she's not in love with him...

[bunny]

‘’I left you because I was confused. Confused about everything I felt. Things I felt for you where so strong. But I was afraid that I would hurt you by telling you what I feel, next to my feelings for you. My head is full with thoughts I can hardly explain , I don’t even understand it myself. I love you with all my heart. But somewhere deep inside me I know it’s the best for you to stay away from me. Things that are going on in my head aren’t good, and I don’t want to hurt you with it. I love you Deryck, I really do.’’
‘’Avril, I am not here because I want a girl to sleep with, marry and have kids. I am here because I want you. If you feel down or anything else, I want to be there for you. It will get hard, it will get painful for me. But I know why I will go through it. Because I love you and there is no other girl then you with who I will spent my life. You maybe don’t se it yourself, but you are an amazing person. Let me help you to see that yourself.’’ This was everything I always wanted to say to her, but I had never had the chance. I knew she was confused in her head. But she could better not be alone. And I wanted to help her, help her to make her understand the world and the things she felt. I took her and put her on my lap. ‘’Avril, do you dare to take this step, and let me in your life?’’ This was a question that may sound weird. But I knew it was harder to say yes then when I would ask her to marry. ‘’Deryck, I spent 6 months dreaming of you. While I could be with you. Yes, I will let you in my life.’’ She put her head on my shoulder and let me carry her like a baby to the bed. We didn’t kiss, or did anything else. We just lay down the bed and held each other. Some things may look wierd for others, but we didn't have to explain each other why we just wanted to hold.

Love is, talking without having a conversation

[Morenor]

Bunny you are killing me with how you write, its so beautiful..

You are the best writer here.. great job mommy

[bunny]

Bunny you are killing me with how you write, its so beautiful..

You are the best writer here.. great job mommy

thank you

[avrilrocks4lyf]

awwwwwwwww how cute was that and true u do write beautifully