A look inside the complex thoughts of mine...

[Once a Heavenly Creature]

Haha okay. I have some very weird theories about things, as you guys probably know haha. And sometimes I really delve into these thoughts and theories...But please, tell me I am not the only one who ever thinks of things like these. Or else I really am a freak haha.

For example...I often wonder exactly when the beginning of time is. Let's say for a second there really is a God. When did he appear? Just out of nowhere in the sky one day? And how did the sky come to be if he wasn't there to create it before? I mean, if you really think about it, there is no definite beginning of time.

And another thing....this is sort of hard to explain in the right way but....I get this sense, if you would call it that, that our lives, that the world, isn't really REAL. I don't know how to explain that....but like....maybe we are all a dream inside someones head. Maybe it doesn't matter what we do or say at all, because it isn't real. We are just here.

I SWEAR, I haven't been smoking anything hahaha. I just ponder on these things alot....And I am weird mmmmkay. Okay that is all.

[Josh]

Oh my, Melissa. You need help.

OK THAT WAS A STUPID JOKE I DIDN'T MEAN IT WHAT I MEANT TO SAY WAS I TOTALLY DO IT TOO!

Ok, so I'm serious, I think like what it would be like to be dead, and like what the hell never ending is. Because it's like impossible, but yet possible. I sometimes give myself headaches.

I don't smoke.

[Once a Heavenly Creature]

I KNOW I NEED HELP WE ALL KNOW I NEED HELP.


Hahaha. Oh man. I can see this thread is going to be a riot.....

[Basket]

I have these type of thoughts myself a lot of the time

[GatorBait]

This is an awesome thread!
And lol about life not being real.
Like the south park episode: We are just an alien tv show!
Sometimes I feel like life is just a repeating cycle of the same thing happening again and again.

[Once a Heavenly Creature]

YES! I wanted to see say like the South Park episode but then people would think I am even crazier than I am hahaha.

[GatorBait]

haha! That would be SOOOO funny! Then we could travel to the aliens and all that and try to stop our "show" from being cancelled! GOD I love you Melissa! (LOL, I mean like you're awesomely amazing, I mean!)

[Once a Heavenly Creature]

Bwahahahaha. Oh man. Wow wow wow. Crazy thoughts lmao. I love you too Austin haha

[GatorBait]

lol yeah so crazy! I think about that all the time. I also have weird daydreams about meeting people. Sometimes friends I've never met, sometimes people I dont even know.
Thanks!

[Josh]

I've once watched a bit of the first part of LOTR in a dream before having seen it in real life. (no joke)

But that's not really a theory, ok let's see...

I think what it would be like to be dead. But not for me, but like how much everyone else's life would change. Like how people would react. What would happen to me after I was dead. And lots of things like that.

[Once a Heavenly Creature]

LOTR's theory haha. Creepy.

I think about being dead too...Of course I wonder where we go when we die, and what we do there....but.....if we are supposed to go wherever it is we go when we die forever, exactly how long is forever? There has to be an end of time too....and what will happen to everything when the end of time comes?

Ugh. My brain hurts now haha.

[GatorBait]

me too. on the being dead part.