Self-help please :(

[Sally90]

Hey well I've been viewing this site for a very long time now, I know how friendly you people are so I need help.. I know this is lame, but I have no one to turn to not even my friends..
I dont know if anyone could give me any help or explanations but I just need to let it out cause its eating me alive..
I was the prom queen last year im slim and in good shape, im a very compassionate person I care for animals and old people and if anyone sees me they might think that this girl has everything she wants, looks.. cars.. money..
but I dont feel that way.. why?
Im so insecure and have very low self-esteem.. even in my looks and everything that I am!
I always feel like people think that im not good enough and hate me.. i dont know why..
Im so insecure, very fragile and I dont even know why I lost faith in me and everything that I am.. and I cant live with this!!

Help

[Captain Barbossa]

i have to leave now but i'm gonna reply you later..
just to let you know that someone saw ur post

[wristband]

awww, firstly, I want you to now look into the mirror, stare at the face, and know that the beautiful girl staring back is YOU.
I know what you mean, like though u seemed to have everything, it feels empty inside. Fill the emptiness up then I'm sure you can find someone or something to do that. What do you enjoy doing most?

[Sally90]

Thank you captain barbossa

aww I really do appreciate your concern it made my heart smile and yeah thats what i feel emptiness and insecurities! I dont know who I am or what I want anymore I dont know what I like or enjoy anymore but I like music - avril ofcouse - I enjoy nature and swimming.. Im blushing man lol

[wristband]

captain barbossa's name is yiota. and im marilyn.

hahaha. be proud of yourself! From your description, i can see that u're an awesome person, not only with the looks, you being prom queen shows that u've got friends and good social circle! the fact that you even care for old people and animals, (which I dont cause im scared of animals, bad experiences. see! I dont go feeling all sucky because im scared of animals so you shouldn't too!) shows that u've both inner and outer beauty. Feel it, believe in it.

Since music (avril) is what you like then induldge youself in it to make you less empty. For me, i listen to Avril to make me feel better, you can try that. Or go for a swim alone sometime, just chill and relax, take it all in.
Life is too short to be depressed. Think of the people in Republic of Congo, they suffer from starvation, dont have internet, no clean water, no handphones. But do they go about feeling depress and living a meaningless life? The best solution: SMILE
see, dont that make u feel better?

[Sally90]

Oh wow! You made me feel way better about myself! You really did, like im sick of people giving me compliments about my looks, I want them to know what I am on the inside.. im not a superfacial person.. Im very glad you got me and appreciated me, you're a great person Marilyn ( Hi by the way! hehe :$ ) thank you so very much!! And I'll try to go swimming alone very soon
thank you thank you thank you!

[wristband]

really?! wow, im proud of myself, *pat on the back marilyn* good job (sorry, i like taking to myself)

hahaha, glad you're feeling better, but dont let it die off ok, wake up tmr in the morning and say to yourself " I ROCKKKKK!~~~" muahahha. it always work for me.

[Sally90]

hahaha!
You do rock.. and I'll def try to say that to myself

[wristband]

awww, thanks you def rock too.
you could put a wristband beside your bed, so when u see it, you think of me and the "I ROCKKK" thing. ! hahahahaah.
also, dont just coop in here, you should explore more of the forum, get to know more peeps who are more awesome!
yupps, anyways, welcome to Avril Bandaids! nice to have you with us

[Captain Barbossa]

i was away for an hour and Merilyn took all my glory
kiddin XD

i think Marilyn said them all...
u have to think the good sides of you and believe on them..even if u don't like smth on you..well no one is perfect..
do things you like,relax..and everything is gonna get fixed..you can make new friends who have the same hobbies with you..
do smth fun
Laugh..and listen music which makes you feel better! Avril's Runaway and Who Knows are two of the best songs i know! So positive..i always feel better after i hear them


oh!!and Welcome at Bandaids

[wristband]

opps, I was just very tempted to reply. HAHHAHA! see, u're helping too, so thats not ALL the glory to me. now u've taken 38.435% of my glory.

[Captain Barbossa]

i think it's 38.436%
don't stealing me